desansen

Professional doodler and nerve-wrangler.

๐ŸŽต Current vibe: "Look in DA MIRROR. Look in DA MIRROOOOR."
๐ŸŽฎ Gaming: Balatro... again.

Rage, rage against the dying of the light...

Rage, rage against the dying of the light...

ABOUT

desansen is an illustrator inspired by classic anime, favorite games, travel and mythologies, specifically from the Philippines and other SEA countries. Alongside professionally doodling, she has explored careers in health, biology, art gallery management, technology, glass etching, logistics and marketing. She embraces every new sight and sound to inspire and improve herself and work, though the pricklies and numbness from a past work injury cause some setbacks on occasion.As of 2025, desansen resides in New Zealand and sometimes in the United States. Currently, she's focusing on colors, landscapes and digital painting, both on her trusty laptop and phone. She misses her sketchbooks, pencils and markers... which she'll return to in due time when her supplies have replenished!


LIKES: doodling, diamonds-in-the-rough, my derpy dog, my punk cat, thresher sharks, tinkering, interstellar, spinny chairs, old-fashioned lemonade, awebo, beatboxing, videogames, cotyledon tomentosa variegata, mythologies, comfy scarves, gunship, a bit of dark humor, woodkid, thrillers and horrors, homemade lumpia, my significant other, nichijou, beautiful day bath and body works scent, wednesday campanella, puffins, a nicely designed cup, tom kha gai.DISLIKES: closed in spaces, ampalayรก, modern cadillacs, forgetting a word, herd mentality, clunky/chonky vacuum cleaners, poor time management, watered down chai, FOMO, dishonesty, allium intolerance, stickers on the verge of peeling off, loud violent extremists, the rat race, my numbed limbs, celery sticks.FAVORITE WEAPONS:

  • pencils (favorite brands: Dixon Ticonderoga & Blackwings)

  • inks (no particular favorite, but Waterman is always nice)

  • markers (Faber-Castell Pitt Artist Pens & any random Copic or similar alcohol marker)

  • rubber brush and stubs

  • Grumbacher matte fixative

  • insert a variety of paper here (but highly-textured paper is awesome)

  • Clip Studio Paint (on laptop and mobile) & sometimes SAI

  • Futuro wrist splints and support

  • 7-inch serrated knife (for cooking)

PROJECT LIST

๐ŸŽจ:ARTIST ๐ŸŽด:CARD MERCH ๐Ÿ‘๏ธ:SPOT ARTIST ๐Ÿ›๏ธ:OTHER MERCH

ORIGINAL PROJECTS & ZINES

๐Ÿ’ ORIGINAL PROJECTS & ZINES๐Ÿ’ ROLE๐Ÿ’ STATUS๐Ÿ’ DATES AVAILABLE
(Unannounced personal zine project)๐ŸŽจ๐ŸŽด๐Ÿ‘๏ธCREATIONUndetermined
(Unannounced long term myth project)๐ŸŽจ๐ŸŽด๐Ÿ‘๏ธCREATIONUndetermined
(Unannounced non-fiction project)๐ŸŽจCREATIONUndetermined
Polar Lights 4๐ŸŽจCREATIONApril 2026
Spring Festival: A Lunar New Year Zine๐ŸŽจFORMATFebruary 17, 2026
Year of the Horse Mobile Calendar๐ŸŽจCOMPLETEJanuary 2026+
Golden Apples & Poisoned Chalices๐ŸŽจFORMATtentative - February 2026
20,000 Leagues: An Ocean Celebration Zine๐ŸŽจFORMATFebruary 15, 2026
None Pizza Left Beef - NOTE: credit incorrectly linked to different site๐ŸŽจCOMPLETEFebruary 2026+
Polar Lights 3: Midnight๐ŸŽจCOMPLETEMarch 31, 2025+
Mustelizine: A Zone for All Things Mustelid๐ŸŽจCOMPLETEOctober 2025+
Coven of the Eternal Blood Zine๐ŸŽจCOMPLETEJanuary 2025+
Valhalla Awaits: A Norse Mythology Anthology๐ŸŽจCOMPLETEMid-2025
Year of the Snake Mobile Calendar๐ŸŽจCOMPLETEJanuary 2025+
Ephemeral Moments Zine๐ŸŽจCOMPLETEAugust 2025
Window to Worlds 2024๐ŸŽจCOMPLETEDecember 2024+
13DAY: 2024 - Demons and Divinity๐ŸŽจCOMPLETEOctober 2024+
Red Zone Volume 3: Horror Zine๐ŸŽจCOMPLETEOctober 2024+
TO THE STARS, BELOW THE DEPTHS๐ŸŽจCOMPLETEOctober 2024+
Umbral Wings: A Dragon Tarot๐ŸŽดCOMPLETE06/2024 - 07/2024
The Sea Unseen: A Marine Zine 2024๐ŸŽจCOMPLETE06/2024 - 09/2024
Polar Lights 2: Dawn๐ŸŽจ๐Ÿ‘๏ธCOMPLETEMarch 2024+
Lilypad Sonnet๐ŸŽจCOMPLETE06/2024
Are You Scared Yet?๐ŸŽจ ๐Ÿ›๏ธCOMPLETE09/2023 - 10/2023
13 DAYS Advent: 2023 Monsters & Myths๐ŸŽจCOMPLETE07/2023 - 08/2023
Rose Magazine๐ŸŽจCOMPLETESeptember 2023+
Window to Worlds 2023๐ŸŽจCOMPLETEJuly 2023+
Misplaced Creatures: A Bestiary for Ukraine Charity Zine๐ŸŽจCOMPLETE01/2023
Poison Apple: Villains & Creatures of Fables & Legends๐ŸŽจ ๐Ÿ›๏ธ๐ŸŽดCOMPLETE07/2022 - 08/2022

FAN PROJECTS & ZINES

๐Ÿ’ FAN PROJECTS & ZINES๐Ÿ’ ROLE๐Ÿ’ STATUS๐Ÿ’ DATES AVAILABLE
Hello Friend๐ŸŽจCREATIONtentative - 2026
TEZUKAVERSE๐ŸŽจCREATIONtentative - 2026
RaidLog FFXIV Fan Project๐ŸŽจPREORDERSApril - May 2026
A Beautiful Reunion๐ŸŽจCREATIONLate April - Early May, 2026
La Maison V1๐ŸŽจFORMATFebruary 26, 2026
Space Invaded๐ŸŽจFORMATtentative 2026
VOCALOVE๐ŸŽจFORMATtentative 2026
Pokรฉjinka DEX๐ŸŽจFORMATFebruary 20, 2026+
Creepy Phenomenon: A Dandadan Zine๐ŸŽจFORMATtentative - early 2026
Happy Hunting!: A Monster Hunter Zine๐ŸŽจFORMATtentative - 2026
FFXIV Untamed Volume 3๐ŸŽจ๐ŸŽด๐Ÿ‘๏ธFORMATtentative - 2026
Day to Day: A FFXIV Zine๐ŸŽจ๐Ÿ‘๏ธCOMPLETEJan - Feb 2026
The Seat of Sacrifice: A Themis Zine๐ŸŽจCOMPLETElate 2025
Broken Chains: A Garlean Zine๐ŸŽจCOMPLETEJune 2025+
Tales from the Gathering Hub: A Monster Hunter Zine๐ŸŽจ๐Ÿ‘๏ธCOMPLETEFebruary 28, 2025+
GARF ZINE๐ŸŽจCOMPLETEMid-2025
Vampire's Vestige: Vampire Hunter D Zine๐ŸŽจCOMPLETE10/2024 - 11/2024
Master of my Fate: Malevolent Tarot๐ŸŽดCOMPLETE08/2024 - 09/2024
Love of the Light: An FFXIV Dating Sim Zine๐ŸŽจ๐Ÿ‘๏ธCOMPLETE08/2024 - 09/2024
Interlude: A Mushishi Seasons Zine๐ŸŽจCOMPLETEOctober 2024+
Pris-m-agic๐ŸŽจCOMPLETEJuly 2024+
WE 20VE KATAMARI - Anniversary Interactive FanZine๐ŸŽจCOMPLETEMarch 2024+
True Colors: A MP100 Appreciation Zine๐ŸŽจCOMPLETEDecember 2023+
Guiding Moonlight - a Soulsborne Planner๐ŸŽจCOMPLETE11/2023 - 01/2024
Sleep On It: A Tired Characters Zine๐ŸŽจCOMPLETEApril 2023+
FFXIV Untamed Volume 2๐ŸŽจ๐ŸŽด๐Ÿ‘๏ธCOMPLETE05/2022 - 06/2022
FF Creators' Guild: Memories of Crystals Dedication book๐ŸŽจCOMPLETE2021
FFXIV Untamed Volume 1๐ŸŽจ๐Ÿ›๏ธ๐ŸŽด๐Ÿ‘๏ธCOMPLETE04/2021 - 05/2021

OTHER PROJECTS

๐Ÿ’ OTHER PROJECTS & ROLE๐Ÿ’ STATUS๐Ÿ’ DATES AVAILABLE
Dawntrail Medley Collab ๐ŸŽคPROGtentative 2026
Unnamed Collab ๐ŸŽคPROGtentative 2026
Nico Robin Art Collab ๐Ÿ‘๏ธCOMPLETEFebruary 2026+
Mass Art Attack ๐Ÿ‘๏ธONGOINGtentative 2026
One Piece Bink's Brew Collaboration - RUMBAR PIRATE SINGER๐ŸŽคARR! DONEDecember 2024+
One Winged Angel with 170 Musicians - CHOIR๐ŸŽคCOMPLETEFebruary 2024+
FFXIV 10 Years Medley with 200 Musicians - CHOIR๐ŸŽคCOMPLETEAugust 2023+
Close in the Distance (with 1000 Singers from the community) - CHOIR๐ŸŽคCOMPLETEJuly 2022+
Husky by the Geek's Welcome Back Soken with 40 Musicians - CHOIR๐ŸŽคCOMPLETEJune 2021+

COMMISSIONS

Thank you for considering or at least being curious about commissioning me!Currently, I'm reorganizing, finishing personal, private and other projects, but may be open to commissions depending on request. See here for current public projects, too!Here is my current (2026) general breakdown of how I price my character art commissions*:

๐Ÿ’ BUST๐Ÿ’ HALF-BODY๐Ÿ’ FULL-BODY
Monochrome$30$60$90
+Color+ $20-25+ $25-35+ $35-55
+Background+ $12-50+ $15-60+ $20-70
+Extra Character+ $25+ $55+ $80

* SAMPLES IN THE NEAR FUTURE.Depending on complexity, color and background additions, it can fall within those price ranges.This is subject to change depending on factors like time, style-choice and extras like multiple characters.*I also can do custom requests that don't fall under character art, but it is subject to approval on my part. Depending on complexity and time, it may fall around a similar or higher price range.

Please note: My Ko-fi page is where I normally handle commissions, but you may DM me on BlueSky if no account to check if I'm available! I may also occasionally mention open slots on my social media.

TERMS OF SERVICE

You are agreeing to the following terms of service should you agree to commission me. Read thoroughly for a smooth process!

๐Ÿ’  See my commission criteria below for what I'm willing to draw.
๐Ÿ’ All commissions and payments will be handled through Ko-fi when slots are available. First come first serve, so keep watch there. Followers get updates on when it opens.
๐Ÿ’ A contract stating that you agree to my terms will be sent if commissioned.
๐Ÿ’ Full payment is upfront AFTER securing a commission slot and design agreement. (Due to AI theft and a few other issues encountered, full upfront is a safeguard and requirement.)

COMMISSION CRITERIA:

๐Ÿ˜Š I WILL DRAW:๐Ÿ˜“ I WON'T DRAW:
Original Characters (OCs)Full-on mecha (BG partials are fine, but not main character)
Manga or western-cartoon stylesPhotographic illustrations (due to complexity/time)
Fan-Art of most known seriesCG/3D work
Singles/Couples/GroupsFull-on NSFW (no sexual shenanigans here, silly!)
SFW and semi-NSFW (only partial nudes) 

I WANT TO COMMISSION! NOW WHAT?:
๐Ÿ’ Secure a Ko-fi commission slot at my Ko-fi or DM me @BlueSky to check for openings!
๐Ÿ’  Please provide references in request. I prefer visual references, but can attempt to draw from text descriptions.
๐Ÿ’  Once we've agreed to what you'd like drawn, I will open a new custom commission payment slot for you on Ko-fi to pay in full.
PLEASE NOTE: I have the right to decline a commission for any reason, especially if it doesn't follow my above criteria.

DURING PRODUCTION:
๐Ÿ’  I will send you up to 2 work-in-progress sketches to make sure we're on the right track.
๐Ÿ’ You're allowed up to 2 minor revisions after seeing progress sketches. Anything more will cost extra as it takes time and effort to keep editing. Please provide good references at the start so revision is minimal.
๐Ÿ’  Cancelling a commission at ANY point will only be partially refunded through Paypal. (At most, you will receive 1/2 of the price minus PayPal fees. If nearly completely, only 1/4th minus PayPal fees will be refunded). The sketch will then be sent in its current state.
๐Ÿ’ Once a commission has been finished and sent, no refunds.
๐Ÿ’ Turn-around is about 2-4 weeks depending on the complexity of your piece. I will also contact you if extra time is required. Life sometimes happens.

AFTER FINISHING YOUR COMMISSION:
๐Ÿ’  You may post your commission wherever you'd like with link and credit to @desansen.
๐Ÿ’  I will post your commission on my Ko-fi page to subscribers and one-time donators. If I want to show it publicly, I will ask your permission first.
๐Ÿ’  All commissioned pieces are for personal use only! Please DO NOT use it to resell as merchandise (including print) or any other commercial use.
๐Ÿ’  DO NOT use any artwork, including any drafts and finals, for AI generating and training.
๐Ÿ’ For any commercial use, please contact me via Ko-fi, Bluesky or Twitter.

Thank you for your time and patience.
Hopefully we can work together on your piece one day!